Can you see a phone right now?
--my cell phone
What are you listening to?
-- Tear Away by Drowning Pool sort of fits how i feel right now
Where is it coming from?
--my computer
Last thing you ate?
--zesty doritos
What was the last thing you saw on TV?
-- Police Squad
Who was the last person other than family you saw?
-- my room mates
Are labels/stereotypes good?
-- no
Last alcoholic beverage you tasted?
-- beer a few weeks ago
Song stuck in your head?
-- Layla
Acoustic or Electric guitars?
-- electric
Do you dance while getting ready for..
whatever?
-- no I shadow box or air drum
What are you wearing?
-- shorts and wife beater
What is the most people you've been in front of?
-- 200 maybe
What number question is this?
-- 14
Have you ever watched the show RockStar?
--first season
Have you ever taken a bath/shower while you were drunk or high?
-- drunk yes
Do you like techno?
-- 80s techno
Have you ever been to a night club?
-- yes
What is one country you want to go to?
-- Germany
Have you ever made out on a plane?
-- no, never made out before
Do you have leadership skills?
-- somewhat
Are you musically inclined?
-- I wish I was very good but I suck
Have you ever sat on a roof and looked at stars?
-- yes
Ever done that while talking on the phone to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-- no
Does the song Stairway To Heaven make you sad?
-- no it reminds me of Waynes World whenW ayne tries to play the guitar and the store guit stops him "no stairway to heaven"
Do you have any instruments in your room?
--my electric
THE THREE'S
Name 3 schools you went to:
-- Clearwater, Dr.clark, Composite, Vancouver if you want 4
Name 3 things in your purse/wallet:
-- cards, id, bus pass
Name 3 favorite fruits:
-- watermelon, blueberries, rasberry
Three things you don't like:
-- women, shitty music, people
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person to IM you?
-- Megan
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
-- mom
Whose house did you last go to?
-- Tyler
Whose birthday is next?
-- Megan's I beleive
Who annoys you the most?
-- My boss at the pet store, then the new guy at OSF
THE WHERES
Where do you live?
-- Vancouver
Where is your house phone?
-- in the kitchen
Where is/are your parent(s) right now?
-- in fort mcmurray
Where do you sleep?
-- in bed
Where is the last place you took a ride to?
-- to commercial drive
What color pants are you wearing?
-- gray
What is the closest item near you that is blue?
-- scissors
What is your favorite color?
-- blue
What is your favorite website?
-- yahoo.com
What kind of surgery have you had?
-- i had teeth stuck in my head
What do you wear more; jeans or shorts?
--jeans in the winter, shorts in the summer
THE WHYS
Why do we have to go to school?
-- knowledge is power but I am not going to school anymore I graduated
Why are people labeled (like emo, goth, prep etc.
)?
-- Because things neednames even styles
Why is love hard to find?
-- because all women hate me so I hate them back
Why is wood brown?
-- the sun
Well another day done, how was my day.
Sunday and Monday were ok, boss didn't bother me too much, on monday she di as if she forgot what i did last week and whatever gone back to thinking I am lazy. It really pisses me off she she does that.
I spend the whole fucking day today walking around serving customers looking for something to do. When I leave the day I told her i finished a skid that hat Kozy Kitty and di d recovery and sh elooks at me saying "yeah you did nothing". Fuck its seems like I cant satisfy that bitch.
What else is new, I want to leave the pet store and work somewhere else but i need the money right now. I have elarned to shut off her bullshit and channel everything into my script writing.
Sundy was good at OSF, tomorrow starts the 3 days of OSF should be alright.
my pet and OSF schedual this week is not as heavy I am allowed more hours to sleep.
I have been pretty careless with my spending these days, why beecause I dont really care it doesn't really matter how much I save up for it seems I will never get to the level I did before I rsiked it all on a wasted film school where I got my heart broken as well as my will.
Script writing has been going well though I am somewhat happy with the resultsw I got alot of pages done, I dont know where I am going with it, that is usually not a smart way but its the way I prefer to go with it.
The script is pretty much autobiographical in the attitude so far of Private Parts, High Fidely, Eternal Sunshien Of A Spotless Mind. My favorite scenes so far there are two.
One scene is actuallyt he beginning, I had a hard time figuring out how to begin the story how to set everything up and after my talka bout Kat I thought about the old subject i always think about.
What if I could have a talk with her again, since I know that will never happen I decided to write it. I tried to stay as objectional as possible and real I doubt I got her truly right and I am sure I gave myself more balls than I usually do but the excuse for my guy is that he is piss drunk. But the first scene is Erc (the character because i wont name him Corey, have ot hide it somehow even though anyone who does know me would know immediately its me).
sitting alone at a bar in the evening, Tamara comes in (Kat) all friendly and stuff, I chose not to be friendly but scynical and resentful so in the beginning you sort of see things from her perspective I am an angry loner who is extremely insecure. Tried my best not to have it draw on very long not to mention make it into a self rightous rant, instead I tried to play it simple.
Tamara: So this is why you got me here for to tell me how much of a hypocritical bitch I am.
Eric: No I came for the pizza or ice cream.
That joke is because of Kat, she would know it (but then figuring her oblivious nature she might not, well she got the oatmeal joke from The Right Guy, another shot at her). But she invited me to her BD party but on the night i went to both bars it might have happened at no one there and wasting 30 bucks later i call her to find out it was cancelled.
as you know i was pissed but not surprised that she would do that. She apaologized and gave a lame excuse and promised me ice cream or pizza, i Know that is bullshit because she owes everyone ice cream or pizza. But I figurede it would be a senseless answer for those who dont know it but a secret middle finger to her.
Then the scene is pretty much drawn out so far because the bartender comes in named Henry (in a perfect work I would cast Henry Rollins to play Henry since Henry is pretty much my idol.) and I tell my life story to him.
The other other scene is a flashback to when I was a child since i cant renact the pedigree move for move it doesn't look cinematic and it really would be scary I chose a more comedic fashion.
Grade 4 me with an AC/DC shirt, I let a kid Emery push me around with all of the preps around, Emery was a real kid I used to know hated that fucker (so I put him in here hehe). I do nothing till he says "Hey Erics(reminisent of him calling me Corky), AC/DC sucks." pushs me again and the grade 4 (9 year old) me head buts him.
and the line overdubbed when everyone runs away.
"instead of being ignored by everyone, I was then feared." which described my high school life which the scene after with transition to high school.
I think I may need to add more scenes inbetween before the caroline character or I guess real caroline leaves to show how different I truly was before she left in grade 4 to show the difference (ball of fire to block of ice).
Where is the script going as I see it I will tell the high school story of my life then asfor that I dont know if I want my character to go to film school like me then even the real audience will pick up the fact that I am telling my life I dont want that to happen since I am not much of a interestin character as Bob Fosse was when he did his autobiographical movie in all That Jazz or Felini when he did "8 1/2". Figuring out what he will do i shard or I can just use the spagetti factory as originally planned then I can put in alot of the funny ideas i hav for comedy.
If I get to 45 pages and finish telling the kat story then I will work it but telling the other 45 of the Megan and constant bad luck till I hit the 90 pages (hour and a half).
Within 2 days I have got 14 pages done, that is pretty good, I wont get it done by the end of the week, but i want to start writing my short this weke and have it done by friday but I dont know about that my feature right now is more important to me. The short I want to pitch to Tyler first.
However I would like to get to 30 pages by the end of this week, if I go at that pace by tht eend of the month I still wont be done my script but I should have mabe 50 to 60 pages done which means very good news and better than nothing and anyway I couldn't get my film done until I do two shorts that would be shown at two respected festivals and taking my luck AMV wise and getting shown or winning anythign anywhere is slim as hell but who knows.
the music is helping, it doesn't come into my head when I write but it inspires me to write which is the main thing.
The one thing I want to make sure is that I wont bad mouth M in this one, he part is just to show how things never change for me that the only lesson I learn is that I leave it at friendship which is frailed showing me holding back at all times because I dont want it to end up like all the others do but you can tell it might someday but int he end nothing changes, why because that is my life, it will never change.
I got to talka bout Nickelback right now it seems like saying I like their music gets me scrutiny even when I say I was a fan before silver side up but i like their music i cant help it, for the first time I guess I felt "This Is How You Remind Me".
I am a broken record in how i always refer back to Kat but at work I heard this song while I was thinking about my movie while I was walking around looking for things to organize and she came ot my head how we are very much alike but very different in the same breath. She reminds me of why I built a wall in my heart and life from everyone in the first place.
It will stay locked for another long time, because no one knows how to handle a heart of glass without breaking it on purpose. When I hear this song I remember my hwhole year knowing her. I came in wanting to be a different person and by the end I was becoming because it got me closer to her till it crashed down in a useless nature and I became a darker cynical version of myself which is who I am now.
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